i think the medieval scene is so cool, specfically the art and social dynamics. even though its not perfect, equality is engrained into modern society. but in medieval times your social rank meant EVERYTHING, like if your a serf and you come up to this super powerful nobleman or whatever, you'd prob have to bow down to him before you could even talk to him. i mean idk im not a medieval researcher but yk.

sep/13/23

looks like angels live there

sep/1/23

aug/17/23

aug/15/23

jul/6/23

jul/6/23

jul/6/23

my favorite cloud pic i have

a wise counseler once told me not to take things in highschool that seriously, most of it doesn't matter in adulthood. i think this is totally true, but it kinda takes the fun out of everything. i mean not entirely. mostly in the dating sense, cause then i cant take a relationship seriously when i 'know' its gonna end. i mean, it might not! but thats highly unrealistic. but not even just for dating, for friends too. most of the people im friends with wont make it past highschool which kinda sucks. but everyone needs to go their seperate ways at some point, which is why im not sad about it. instead its just annoying for me in the present because sometimes it makes me not value relationships and friends. thinking about it helps, because i'll realize that im looking too far ahead and those relationships benefit me now. currently im trying to truely appreciate the value of people in the present (without lasting longterm)

jul/6/23

jul/5/23

jul/5/23

jun/25/23

jun/13/23

weird gay critter

jun/04/23

she is so cool and i love her

may/25/23

i wonder where that person and the baby are today

apr/16/23

is it inherently wrong to think of people in your life as characters? personally, i think yes if its unironic. but if its just as a game in your mind that serves some sort of purpose (remembering people, appreciating even negative aspects of people) then i dont really see the harm. like, genuinely seeing people as characters in your 'story' (life) is kinda fucked up. people are... people. it kinda leads to sonder (search up sonder definition!) which is growth i guess. going back to how its fucked up, its kinda like how you interact with characters in an rpg. your life isnt an rpg, and the 'characters' in it are all living their own rpg, and you may be a 'character' in THEIR rpg, unless they have had the realization of SONDER! once they and you realize we aren't characters, and that every person's life is as important to them as yours is to you, then its so much easier to appreciate everyone.

nov/23/22

more chimney rock (i < 3 chimney rock)

nov/23/22

silly little critter

nov/23/22

chimney rock!!!!

oct/31/22

oct/13/22

oct/13/22

blue hour

i was watching one of those tiktoks where the person with the mic interviews ppl at their school and imagined myself in one, and i was thinking about a funny scenario where im with my s/o and the guy asks "why are you dating this person" and im like, "cause i like them so much i wanna steal their personality. im a personality vampire" but then it got too real.. like im aware that when you hang out with people repetitively you kinda absorb some of their personality but am i an actual personality vampire? honestly i dont think i am now, but i could become one in the future

sep/18/22

sep/17/22

sep/14/22

lake murray dam

aug/31/22

swim meet, they had gross bathrooms

aug/29/22

aug/18/22

supa misty

aug/14/22